I had a thought…that makes sense one moment, and seems overstated at others…then I wonder what the hell I’m even talking about. That process should be pretty obvious as you read on.
The secret to life – happiness, sadness, wealth, poverty, love, hate, etc., could be found in a simple pattern?
And what if…
Each individual had their own pattern, yet there was another, larger pattern that each individual pattern fit into? Could we find a mathematical code in our brains that is our pattern…and then crack the code??
All patterns are geometry, and humans are geometric, as are all living things.
What if the secret to life is cracking your unique geometric code?
In these moments…
I regret not paying closer attention in Ms. Ponchetti’s Sophomore Geometry class.
As I walked through the blank spaces in my mind, this thought occurred to me, offering some semblance of relief. I can’t say that I was fretting about my blank mind, I suppose I was just searching for…well…something, anything, that made sense, or perhaps was an epiphany. It seemed that as I grasped for each thread of thought, it simply unraveled. That’s when I realized – there were thoughts, but nothing with a solid foundation. Yet this moment wasn’t meant for concrete. It was meant for calm. There was nothing to discover or solve, it was simply time to be…so that I may have the fortune to create a sturdy stitch with the next thread of thought that enters my mind.
In these moments I have found a greater appreciation for my solitary condition. These moments have forced me to stop running from my mind and give up the trappings of materialism. Had I never known love, I would not have found a true appreciation for the most simple weed and the vast abilities of the mind. Through love, lies the desire to know something greater, which can only be “the self.” It is not a matter of rejecting loneliness, it is simply realizing that my life has been one of distraction and indulgence, neglect.
It is the plight of many to say that everything in our world has been discovered, mastered, and neatly packaged – but this is simply the lot of the lazy mind, which has been nurtured by a society with little regard for the spirit of beautiful wonderment.
To seek is the greatest gift we can give ourselves.
I fell asleep reading Homer, woke up thinking of Marlowe, and wrote an ad for gin. See…THIS is why I love marijuana!
“Was this the face that launched a thousand ships, and burnt the topless towers of Ilium?”
(Photo Credit – The Vintage News)
I just had to blog about this find! See the original post here.
This is what I love about using marijuana before meditation…amazing, random thoughts pop into my head.
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