Over the past few weeks, I’ve found myself saying, “I don’t know what to do,” more times than I could count. So I waited, it was all I could do. I waited for time and circumstance to present me with a path. Not only was I given a path, I was given peace for the first time in a very long time…maybe the first true peace I’ve ever known. 

So, for you my lovelies, when you think you don’t know what to do, just wait. The lessons of today become the knowledge of your tomorrow. Combine those moments, and things become clear. Let go…just a little. Find your freedom and know that you are working toward an awakening. 

You meet your destiny on the road you take to avoid it.

Carl Gustav Jung

A Pivotal Moment 

Even though I try to be confident, I found myself a the bottom today. I simply don’t know what plan I have for my future…I don’t know which way to go. Even though I’m a bit lost, I do know that the greatest clarity comes at times like these. So now I wait, partially afraid, yet faithful. 

A Wish That Didn’t Come True

Life is truly a funny thing. Some moments I have such clarity, others not so much. Just a few minutes ago I spoke a small prayer that something great was going to come into my life and at that exact moment I received a rejection letter from Kindle Singles for the short story I published. Having been rejected so many times in my life, I wasn’t devastated, but I did find myself saying, “Really? That’s the way this went?” But my next breath was full of certainty, this just wasn’t the great thing that was meant to happen. I counted up all the blessings I had in this one day – coupons that paid for the majority of my purchases, discounts that paid for most of my lunch, and I won $2 on scratch tickets – even though I spent $9. I looked at all I had received in such a short time and counted those as blessings as opposed to “not enough.”

The Moral of the Story

There are even greater things on the horizon, so please don’t give up hope, just keep pressing forward knowing that your greatest thought will be realized at exactly the right time.